Things been hard here. No comp for 3 monts and me just bussie did alot for me not being here. I do how ever miss seeing all of my frinds work and how they are growing in their fild of what they do. Yet I seem to be stagnet. Not doing anything. Finding the time to do my art work gets hader each day. I find my self in playing runescape more that my intrest in my art work. Humm, how my priority has changed. I wonder if ill ever get back into the swing of wanting to do my art work ever againl. Befor I had a special frind who seem to inspier me to go back into it. That was when he told me about this place. So I got on the band wagon and enjoyed every time i came on. Well lest just say the insperation in my heart has just stoped. I hope that it wont stay that way long but I dont know where my hart is when it come to me doing any painting any more.!! Fustrated and loss is the good word for the rut im in when it comes to painting.
I do wat to come all the way back. To being the artist i could be. But as for now im lost in the system. So the only thing i have is to use the old poetry that I wrote since the time i was 16 and a half. I hope to see all of u soon again. Love u all.